When I was a teen, music was how I made money. When my friends were flipping burgers or bussing tables, I was playing in multiple bands, and playing 3 or 4 gigs a month. That gave me enough pocket money to take my girl out.

So music and income became tightly linked for a long time. I got a degree in Music History, and worked for record labels for a few decades. Then I got out of music for a couple of decades.

When I took up the guitar again during the pandemic, I had absolutely no intention of performing ever again. I just wanted play for my own entertainment. To a certain extent, I also really wanted to conquer the guitar. I played it as a kid, but I never got very good. It beat me, and that always bothered me.

I’ve been playing again for 5 years, and I’m getting pretty good. I’ve far surpassed where I was as a kid, and can credibly call myself an intermediate player. The main thing is that money is no longer involved, I’m just doing it for fun and that took some getting used to. I just do it for love of music, self-satisfaction, and mental health.

Buying all these used guitars is costing me a fortune, though.