I’d get it done and over with. I would resent myself forever, and accept any punishment for it, but it’s better than waiting to see if someone wants to decide to kill off half the world later on. Would be even easier if I could take the first persons spot on the tracks so there only has to be one messed up person rather than two.









Probably not. He seemed to take the initiative in life quite often.
Granted, given the circumstances around sexuality at the time he really had to be proactive.