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Cake day: August 17th, 2023

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  • Their hand quivers, and they can feel their legs shake, “Maybe this is the time” they think to themselves, if they can find the courage that is.
    Maybe it will end like a meet-cute and the future love their life will get out their car and help them out and pick them up and send them on a glorious adventure.
    Or maybe it will just sever their spine and it will be over.
    But! The driver will remember them and their face for the rest of their life, their death having given meaning to their existence as the driver will go on to travel the world and have the adventure of a lifetime in response to this random stranger they collided with. Knowing that even if its not personally lived but that the adventure was had by their presence…

    But their daydreams are snapped out by the sound of a car horn and the engine roaring past.
    The moment is gone but the heart still flutters and the adrenaline pumps through their veins, less than the first time they thought about this but enough to still feel the rush of life they don’t live. “There is always the next car,” they think, “maybe, this time I will try yelling at them.”





  • Polish Roman Catholic background. Not exactly tolerant either and now I live in a place that famously is Mennonite and Amish.

    That is a far more creative shirt than mine, wearing your own style is always incredible. However…

    If they will make you suffer why not suffer on your own terms for a cause you think worth it? Why wait to be starved by someone’s hand other than your own?

    I mean I get being scared of it and don’t make it a habit to hurt yourself needlessly. But I would rather live a life being myself as much as I can and be good to those who deserve it and let the weirdos who have a problem with it suffer my existence rather than the other way around. They don’t wish for my existence? To bad they can suffer, because I exist.
    But I said I have bad self preservation skills, we all can’t make it out of this world alive, and I have no intention of cheating the game.

    I wish you safety and health though. Its not good to feel at the whims of others.







  • Oh I see… Well I’m sorry to disappoint but I don’t have any drugs to sell you.

    Its honestly ok to not be interested in a medium, if its not for you don’t look at it as if you are missing out.
    If you actually do want to get into them it might be best to find a story you sound interested in first and then make your way through it. But you don’t have to smoke the perverbial cigarettes just cause everyone else is.

    Like anything. You got to put the time and effort in but if you don’t want to and you don’t enjoy it then you are missing the starting steps needed to push yourself to sit through it. Don’t. This is not required.




  • So many depressed people on Lemmy, everyone just going with dying huh?

    I mean I am excited to finally flex my creativity, see if there is anything I can figure out how to do with all our crap and the new world. Maybe some kind of silly The Grinch level home full of housing code violations and crazy contraptions made of garbage while I cross breed pea/beans.

    It would be cool if when I die people thought of me as some weird hermit alchemist and as they wander through my house finding tools of the old world uncover a lost truth and then some YA type shit happens as a result.

    Dying is easy, we all do it eventually, the question is, if you do anything before you get to the same finish line.